Old Notes IVTease..when it isnt you, the feeling isnt realyou dont understand, just dontwhen all is collected,or seemingly so,you think you can feelbut you donttrials we face, faces we face,the things we feel,in places not seeming realthe feeling fake, this i know.Thnx..if youre reading these words, then you have read the restand what is to come, might not be my bestbut who really cares, my feelings must flowfor locked in my head, theyve no place to goif youre reading this poem, you care for what I sayI thank you for doing this, and making my dayI have hidden desires,
Old Notes IIIHow Puberty Hit Me..I wasnt quite like themgrabbing and holdingI did things more passivethey gloated and braggedbut I wasnt quite like themI had my own ways to livethey knew something was upbecause of my wordsand then I knew,I wasnt quite like themyou see the truth is,I wanted to like themand they just wanted me gone.Teddy..I sit on your shelf, untouchedI gathered dust over the yearsyou bought me to keep mebut now, we dont speakyouve moved on, you dont need memy eyes have glazed, theyre plastic and stillmy soft little arms, they hold no signIm stuffe
Old Notes IISecret Keeping..The secrets we keepthe untold lies that live trueyou know what I mean,thosethings we hold onto,despite what they make us thinkor how our peers will see us if they only they knew we have living inside usa lie gone astray, a burning sensationa deadly part of ourselves.Torn..I saw her, but then I saw himI kissed her, but he was her backdropshe loved me, but he was my heartmy best friend I knew him, but she was my loveher eyes were like ponds, his of great seasher face, immaculate...and his captivatingI gave her my all, fake is the truthas I held her hand, my mind went racingshe sat ther
Old Notes IOpinion...it must suck to be youlike a leech, following trendsit must suck to be youso concerned with what they sayit must suck to be youthinking I care about thisit must suck to be you,but its great to just be me.One Liner..they hate youyou hate backyou love them"love is whack"positive emotionsnegative feedbackdont deal with that shitits a mental attack
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